=(

no matter how hard i try,
pay how many effort on it,
things will never go the way i want them to.

or 
maybe i should work harder and harder

but i'm really really tired =(

can i stop trying 
and just let it go=(

forgive me =(

i'm a coward,

i'm selfish, 

i'm stingy,

i'm petty,

i'm stupid,

i'm sensitive,

i'm too emotional.

BUT

This is me。。。

please forgive me ! =(