Me me me!

it's been so so long never log in my blog and update some posts d.
lazy !
the main reason! ><

in these one year plus,
have been go through a lot.
it might not be a bog thing for others,  but at least it is for me.
and really im tired =(

im a superb stubborn person! (if you know me ><)
once i realize i  want something,
i'll hold on to it till it belongs to me,
even things that is impossible.
people might not understand me, might not understand the reason,
but that's me.
im growing up that way,
not sure who is the one that influenced me,
but yea, that's me.

i've been keeping a lot of secrets to myself,
which i dont even know who can i talk to.
 keeping secrets to myself really made myself feel extremely exhausted=(
but whatever it is,
im not a person that simply believe in people,
i guess that's the reason i chose to keep all into myself.
not i chose to not believe in others,
just people keep betraying me for no reasons,
that's why im really not dare to trust anyone anymore.
world is cruel isn't it xp

anyway,
i'll still have family- people that really trustable,
i will choose to tell them when im really unbaerable on something that keep disturbing me for long time.
but but ..
not everyone think the same way,
people cant bare me after i told them my problems,
cause i will keep begging them for a solution even  though i dont wish ti change anything.

so conclusion, keep everything to myself , pretend im okay with it, im happy with it is the best way for me isnt it xp


yea! bring happiness to people instead of sadness is the best thing ever! =)

=(

no matter how hard i try,
pay how many effort on it,
things will never go the way i want them to.

or 
maybe i should work harder and harder

but i'm really really tired =(

can i stop trying 
and just let it go=(

forgive me =(

i'm a coward,

i'm selfish, 

i'm stingy,

i'm petty,

i'm stupid,

i'm sensitive,

i'm too emotional.

BUT

This is me。。。

please forgive me ! =(

I'm Back !=)

i put my blog aside for so long time.

Soorry =P

thanks to my laziness.

I want to write something, 

but i'm 

LAZY to think

LAZY to type

LAZY to post.

Hahahaha

so many "lazy"

Hmmm..

seem like im really changed.

become lazier and lazier.

Oh please,

I have to change!

Change back to who I am! =)

fighting!!!

*P.S. will come back soon =)*

~ our third gathering =)~

Yahoo!

Finally there got third gathering for all of us to meet AGAIN!!

=)

erm, 

i took long time to plan for it.

yea,

really long time><

huh~

fortunately,

it really ON =)

This time the gathering location same as the first gathering.

Sorry 

i'm really can't find other place for the gathering

because some of them are staying in Penang 

and

they still having class 

so 

i think Penang will be a better place la. =P

This time there got nine of us out of 12 who able to join the gathering.

except

efen, chin and shin yi.

( next time must gather all of us ya! ) 

>our 3rd gathering<

9 of us =)

*picture took by chiew's Iphone*

Hmm, 

actually this time we just have a short short gathering.

Anyway,

it's feel good and happy as finally we meet AGAIN =)

P.S. I'm looking forward to our 4th gathering 

❤Going to miss you all❤

A short trip ♥

sorry for late update=P
i should update it last year..
but i'm too lazy ><
so until today only i post it xp

erm,

i never had a trip with my parents before.

this really is my first time travel with my parents.

=)

during my two weeks semester break, 

i visited HatYai with my parents and younger sister.

it just a short trip,

took only 2 days 1 night time.

Besides,

my dad's friend's family also joined together =)

~ 23.12.2011 ~

First day,
we departed at about 8 am after finishing our breakfast =)

transport to hatyai =)

*took when we departed*

Our first event is
Songkla !

#mermaid#

 Mouse and Cat

#we captured lots of photo there#

^^
Our next stop is our hotel..
haha..
time to check in =)

*lee garden*

my room number!

 parents room number !

my room =)

After finish everything,

is time to shopping =P

we went to the pasar =)

weeeee

"dudu" car

=)

night

we had nice dinner

steamboat buffer ^^

before

after

~ 24.12.2011 ~

the second day

and 

also the last day =)

we had a delicious breakfast in the hotel .xp

After that,

we went to pasar again.

i just bought little things ><

At about 3pm 

we took the van and back to our hometown=)

^^

Time to update my blog..

yuppy

today is the fourth day since i came back from KL 

=)

HUH,

no stress, no worries and no busy life~

i'm free for 2 weeks ..

i really enjoy it 

haha xD

erm..

even though my holiday passed for about 3 days,

i'm still planing what to do for this two weeks semester break~

i don't want just simply waste it by doing nothing xp

anyway,

my first plan is to finish my favourite novel..

< P.S. I LOVE YOU >

hehe..

i know that i'm really outdated~

 i bought it for long long time,

now only i have time to read it xD

so i must use this time to finish it

=)

New update~

huh..
finally i update my blog already~
sorry because took so long to time to update my blog

><

Last week i finally got a chance to go back to my hometown =)
*hurray*
but unfortunately,
i'm sick..
my plan gone and i just torture for about 1 week because of *SICK*
Argh~
i'm not able to eat everything that i plan to eat,
especially my mum's and dad's home cook
i want to eat the curry that my dad cooked the day before i come back to KL><

After i come back to KL,
i'm still in sick condition~
OH MY GOD!!
I hate sick!
this time really torture me ar!

Fortunately,
i recover after torturing 1 week~

Huhuh~
Final is around the corner,
and
I'm still not finish study yet!
this time exam i'm just look like so relax ><

Anyway,
from now on~
i'll start study hard and hopefully i can get the result i want~
God please bless me ...
thx^^

hihi^^

huh..

long time didn't update my blog already..

now is my second semester in UCSI~
One word can be used to describe my 2nd semester~
TIRED!


These few days or week ,
i myself also not so sure~
i seem like everyday having bad mood..
i also don't know what's the reason
=(

I hope that everything will be fine soon ,
and
Bad Mood 
please leave me away ><

Anyway,
now is the time for me to fight for my exam =P
 Cheer, Elaine >< 
and
good luck to all my friends too^^

New sem ^^

Time to update my blog!

=P

actually i plan to update early, 

but i'm so sorry to say that i'm too lazy xD

I'm came back to KL for 1 week already~

I so miss my life during my semester break.

I can watch a lot of TV, 

play facebook the whole day,

outing with family and my sis, 

read any novel that i like,

sleep until enough already only wake up!

AND 

the most IMPORTANT thing is that

I can play with my niece

=)

So miss everything in my hometown~

my family n 

my little niece =P

Start from now,

i need to wake up early everyday,

go lecture class,

and 

study!

I will do the best to get what i want!

Hope that i can pass my sem 2 as soon as possible. =) 

A new Start^^

After kept my long hair for more than 4 years,

finally i cut my hair..

I really never think that i will brave enough to cut my long hair =P

My new look ^^

Hope that i can start a new life after cut my long hair.

i wanna change..

=)

^^ i'm Back^^

hi..

Long time didn't update my blog already =P

Because these days too busy + lazy~

*paise ya..

Huh~

Finally i finished my first semester for my foundation=)

This before they all keep on saying that study foundation quite easy~

But i don't think so ><

For me,

I'm really stress ><

( but i won't give up before i try my best =) )

Here got some things i want to share with you  all ^^

~ 24/7/2011 ~

This is the day that i first time come back since i go KL for about 2 months~

I really happy because i finally can meet my family o^^

My dad bring the whole family go eat dinner at

Tropica Homestay^^

Yahoo!

I love the environment there~

Really comfortable and beautiful =P

 

 

 

When we reached there ,

three of us kept on taking photo ^^

> Three of us <

i like the PEANUT BUTTER CHICKEN a lot! 

*yummy*

# i stiil want to go and eat it #

=)

~ 26/7/2011~

This is the day i need to go back to KL to prepare for my final 

><

Anyway,

I still got a good news to share o~

=)

my niece was borned^^

i became " san yi " alreday =P

* These are the photo for cute baby Chloe *

~ 11/8/2011~

Today is my youngest sister's birthday!

 

# Happy Birthday to u #

Today also my last day for my final examination!

Huh~

Finally end my first semester~

Now is the time to nervous and wait for my result to come out!

I hope that God will bless me *please

Elaine, cheer up & never give up!

i'm sure you can do it!

+ u!

Tired and Unhappy Week

This week is our exam week!

And this exam is our midterm><

Although we just need to study for 3 subjects,

i also can't finish to do the revision before went into the exam hall><

This week just like passing for a year time><

The time just like the snail walking so slow..

=(

During the exam time,

when i opened the exam paper,

i was just like

"Oh my god"

Got so lots of questions i don't know how to solve it..

What make me feel sad is that,

i study so hard 

and 

i still awake to study until midnight

But at the end,

i still can't solve lots of problems in the questions paper><

ARghhhh!!

Besides,

this week also an unhappy week for me:'(

Because i facing some problems

and

this problem even made me can't really concentrate on my study!

Anyway,

i want to thanks to my friends my sisters and my parents..

Thanks for the support,

i will overcome the problem that i'm facing now as well as i can.=)

Sister, 

don't worry about me~

I promise you,

i won't easily let others to bully me~

I will change myself 

and 

i will be tough to face any problems that approaching me^^

If i really not happy 

or

facing any problem i will let you know~

and

I hope you won't feel vexed to listen to me

=P

My friend,

i will be honestly face to face with you~

because i know that you will help me 

and 

be my good listener whenever i'm not happy

=)

THANKSS~

P.S. i will always be HAPPY!

~01.05.2011~

~outing with sisters~

It was Labour Day!

First of all,

i would like to wish all of u a late 

"happy labour day"

: p

This was the day i had a date with my sisters..

i'll been waiting for today for long long time already!

because i like to date with my sis n do everting together for the whole day..=)

4 of us woke up early in the morning, 

after finished our make up,

i drove my sisters to OLD TOWN~

we had a delicious breakfastin Old town!=)

#4 of us#

@ huhu~ our delicious breakfast @

After finished our dinner,

we drove our way to Rex Box,

but unfortunately it off today =(

so v cahnge our plan n went to the alor star mall~

we sang K in e-box^^

 ~ we keep on posing in the e-box room~=)

After 3 hours karaoke,

we went to city plaza for our lunch=)

TOM yAM!!

yummy =P

hehe~

^ YuMmy^

At night,

we had our dinner with whole family at TK!

that was a happy day for me..

as i cn outing with my sisters^^

P.S. sorry for my late update.. im quite lazy~=)